I Feel Much Better Now
My last post let me vent. I said all I ever wanted to say, screamed, yelled and hollered. I let all I had kept inside me out and I feel this weight has been lifted off me.
Before anyone says anything, I kept it pvt for a reason. I didn’t feel the need to let my thoughts be strewn about or judged by anyone. It was posted for my benefit and I let only a couple of folks read it. There is still one or two I will give the password to but they haven’t asked and I won’t offer until they do.
I felt good, rereading my post. I felt like I made my point. I have no further need to comment on the matter and I won’t waste another moment on it. I’ve opted to keep my blog open, only posting when I feel the need. Read it or not, I don’t care. Judge me or not, again, I don’t care. I don’t live my life for anyone on the net. I don’t post for anyone on the net. I post for me and if you don’t like it, that is your problem. Don’t approve, think I’m self serving? Oh well, don’t read it then. Have nastiness to share? Great do it elsewhere because the drivel and drama won’t get posted on my site. I check only the names of the commenters, not what they say. If I don’t like you, your comment is deleted before it’s read. I have no need to lie about it.
I have no desire to associate with folks that are obviously ready to judge, belittle and sit back with pride and satisfaction that they have run someone else down only to build themselves up. Good for you. I hope you are proud of yourself. It takes a big person to belittle others and believe its ok.
Now if you will kindly excuse me, I have a real life to live, real friends to see, a job to get ready for and make my appt for the gym. Oh speaking of which, I got my job because I was tired of not earning a living, I joined my gym because I wanted to improve my health and tone my body. My goals are easily attainable. No amount of stupidity on the net is going to affect my life.

