Sake of Sanity

Things are unnaturally good for me lately. I’m almost waiting for the other shoe to drop. But I know it won’t this time.

We are making some huge life changes in the coming weeks. We are moving, we are finally getting financially sound and now I’m starting to enjoy my life abit more then I was at the start of the year. This summer was a HUGE turning point for me.

I have let go of all of the negative from my life and embraced only the good things and things that are healthy for me. I have changed my diet, lost weight (though not as much now that I work), found a part of myself that I thought was only a dream, learned to look at folks thru new eyes and have a two of the best friends a girl could ask for.

Most of my online friendship thru the blog world have suffered in the recent months. Most of the girls dont speak to me much or even email me. Only a handful of them stay in touch and I only work to stay in touch with them. They are good women with huge hearts and I appreciate them for who and what they are. Thanks to Mija, Gina and Martha for keeping in touch with me though I’m so quiet and to a dear lady I’ve grown to love reading  over at On A Clear Day . She is a good and kind person whom I’ve enjoyed getting to know slowly bit by bit. Another HUGE XOXO to Kitten In Chains . She is my ABSOLUTE favorite blogger to read. I simply ADORE her. (Shes gonna think Im a stalker I swear) I literally LIVE for her blog. I learn so much from her and try most of the goodies she writes about or any tidbits she shares. She and her Master are my idols :) (Luff you kitten!!)

All joking aside, I’m at a very happy place right now in my life. I’m expanding, trying new things, working my ass off (literally) and ready for the good things I know are coming. I would mention where I’m moving to and when but I don’t care to share those details with the general public. Those are the tidbits that are for my friends, and those I love.

Off to curl up, relax and enjoy my Tuesday. It’s my day off and I’m going to spend it stitching on my Christmas presents (with VERY few to mail this year) and work at my knitting. Almost totally ready for the holidays cuz I’ve been a good do-bee and worked on all my Christmas presents for like the last 3 mths. I deserve a reward! *hint hint*

xoxo

P.S. xoxoxoxoxoo to my fave big bear IceBear! Youre the best !!

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I don’t want to post my personal info here so I’ll be letting folks know if they want to email me and ask. Keep in mind, some of you that make ask may not be told.

Tomorrow is the biopsy. I’m terrfied! LOL! The very thought of a needle piercing my skin in  my BREAST is unheard of for me. Nope, not excited about this at all. Mom is going with and that helps abit but not enough for me to not have butterflies in my stomach already.

I am working TONS of hours! I am barely home and when I am its hard to find me at the pc. I am afk a lot, I mean ALOT! If my schedule allowed and Logan was in all day kindergarten I would work more then I do now. I love my job and enjoy the energy and fast pace of the work. I’m on my feet 98% of the time and boy do my feet HURT after work but once I see my paycheck its not so bad! LOL! Its nice to feel like I’m contributing more. My housework has slid off alot but the rest of the family picks up the bulk of whats missed. It gets spread around alot more now then it used to.

I hate my truck. Well ok I dont hate it but its leaking gas and Im irritated! I love my truck, the ugly POS that it is, but I need to get the gas leak fixed. Ill have to post a pic of my ugly Ford POS soon. Shawn is driving the van due to the gas leak and I’ve rather enjoyed having the truck for my own use, though I dont like that its a stickshift. My knees arent exactly built for that anymore.

Either way, time to head out to get ready. Appts this morning with attorneys and a LONG work week this week.

xoxoxoxoxoxoxo