I have experienced the most horrific pain ever. This was worse then childbirth. It was comparable to a kidney stone. I had the mammogram done and she showed me the initials images. I saw a few things I’m concerned about. I’ll get those results in a couple weeks.

 The hysterosalpingogram is another story. Since I had hydrothermal ablation, this ended up being extremely painful. They used a catheter into the uterus. With the ablation, the uterus had healed onto itself there for it felt like they were ripping me in half, literally. They then inflated the balloon so they could inject contrast dye. My heart rate jumped up to 260/180 and I was coated in sweat. It was similar to when my IUD slipped back in 2001. It was the worst fucking pain of my life, besides the kidney stone. I wouldn’t wish it on anyone, save a select few. (chuckles) I cried and ripped a whole in the pillow case. Needless to say I will NOT be experiencing that again. There was a concern or two over the how contast dye filled my uterus and my Gyno will have to look at the images from the floroscope and see if there’s a reason to be concerned. I should get an update in a couple weeks.

My biopsy is on the 23rd and my mom is going with me to hold my hand. He is taking 3 samples from the mark in question and based on what bit I saw on the images, I have a feeling it won’t be good. My mom and her mother have had cysts, and my other grand mother has had breast cancer. My dad had melanoma as well, and his twin had a mass in his head. Cancer seems to love my family. So my personal risk is quite high and I’m prepared for the worst but hoping for the best. I’ll cope and make the best regardless of the outcome. I have a very select group of folks that I trust and will share details with and lean on for support, should I need it.

Time to watch some hockey, then my CBS shows are on for the night, plus my stitching is calling my name.