Im riding an emotional high right now. My personal life is finally situating itself nicely and though I do cry over a few things going on, the absolute joy in my life overshadows the hurt and makes the tears stop.

Ive enjoyed the ability to come online and not stress out or dread reading my blog. I like knowing I can read my email and not see things that will upset me. I have filters set on certain things, certain ongoing conversations starred so I dont miss a thing and the Google Reader set up to alert me to blog updates. I dont go to personal sites anymore and Ive seriously limited the blogs I read. I may not comment but I am reading so bug me if I seem to quiet or its been too long since we’ve talked. If you arent on my blogroll, then more then likely you dont get read. Theres one exception to that though.

Ive been packing slowly. I hate .. HATE .. packing. Its tedious and I realize how much SHIT I own. Ive weeded out more since our move here a year ago. Oh and joy of joys, my phone number changes with the move! Yay and huzzah! No more freakin calls that I want to I dont want. And, with that means that folks that have my number will NOT have it once I move, nor my address. How lovely is that! Moving does have its advantages.

My appliances were delievered MUCH earlier today then I had originally scheduled. Im not pleased about it as I have no clue if things were properly installed plus it screwed me up for going out to paint and take pix. I promised someone pictures of the painted bedrooms and appliances and now Im not sure Ill go out and well wait, this may work out better. So never mind :D

So anyway, life is actually good. Im feeling abit more level and firmly planted in my own skin. Im ready for change though. The house is the first change. Then it will be me. Im going to color my hair. Im thinking of a SERIOUS change. A MAJOR CHANGE! LOL! But I have to talk it over and make sure it will be ok before I do it. Kate Walsh red? Or maybe just get highlights done? Not sure yet, will have to run some ideas over with the Voice of Reason and see what is decided. Maybe its time for a cut too? Hmm, again will have to discuss this stuff with the Voice of Reason and get some input. VoR knows best.

My own journey of self discovery has hit a new place. I am more then I thought I was, capable of more then I had figured and finally seeing the potential in myself that is seen by others. I see it clearly now and know that once I am in the right place, I can fully become what is buried deep within me and let it come to the surface. Without saying too much, all I can say to explain it is that .. my totem guides and protects me. *soft smile*

Either way, Lauren is due home anytime. Kids have a half day today and Logan is off. Tomorrow BOTH go first thing in the morning and Ill be packing like crazy again. Thursday takes me to my Aunts house for the holiday with my family for the first time in 5 yrs. We are supplying all the soda. I plan on taking pix cuz Ive promised a few folks some newer pix of me. Guess I should keep that promise eh?

Oh Whiskey!!! I left you a note :) Hows my Abbie??????? I am are excited to get my doggie! Got any new pix of my girlie??? I want to share!!!!

Ok so um in case I dont get back here before then ..

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!