Defeated
I feel defeated. I quit my job because of the bullshit. I interviewed fabulously at the other and yet, they took a GUY with more horse/livestock exp. Lovely. I feel like a 2 ton loser with no job and nothing to offer the world.
Funnily enough…

You are Justice
Equity, rightness, probity, executive; triumph of the observing side in law.
Justice is about cold, objective balance through reason or natural force. You can’t keep smoking and drinking without consequences to your health. It is the card that advises cutting out waste and insists that you make adjustments, do whatever is necessary to bring things back into balance, physically, emotionally, socially, spiritually. It is a card of balance and harmony; if there is imbalance, the correction may
require recourse to the law.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
I’m justice. There is no fucking justice.
P.S. Fine. I see. Maybe I should just stay out of the way.


I’m sorry for your difficulties, but you must not feel defeated. Maybe this all happened so the bigger and better thing can occur.I am thinking of you! If you need to talk.. just holler.
ugh.. I’m sorry you’re having a rough go, dearheart. I’m sure you’ll find a job soon and something more suited to you.
Kitten