… things change.

Well, sure change is constant. I know that, you know that but when I am not looking, things come up out of nowhere that I wasn’t expecting and everything comes to a screeching halt. I have to stop, do a triple take and try to figure out what the hell I missed. It always happens to me like that. Just BAM out of the clear blue sky and I’m stunned.

So today I went back down memory lane and left myself open to the changes that may or may not happen. I won’t devulge a single word about a thing other then to say, I’m curious to see what happens.

I’ve been back on the air the last two Fridays. I’ve really missed radio, alot. I don’t have a ton of extra time but I do enjoy getting a few hours on Friday mornings to get on the air and be silly. I’m going to link to my playlist on the sidebar today but feel free to check out the radios home page and give all our great DJs a listen. I’m on Fridays 9am - Noon Eastern Time. I take requests and you can request right from my playlist. How easy it that! No excuses to not check it out.

Other then that, I’ve been keeping to myself mostly. I do my toy reviews and watch play with my new toy.

Speaking of which I’ve been promising to reveal it and so I shall!

Happy Birthday to me just a bit early! I think I earned this!!! I got a couple games already and I share the kids games too. I got Brain Age 2! I love it, its so much fun to play. Now I’m on the look out for games :D

Ok I should go. I need to cook dinner yet and I haven’t even decided what I’m going to make. More soon!

I have added a few new blogs to my blogroll. I have a SHIT TON on my Google Reader and will slowly add them as I go. The recent additions are ones that I am highly addicted to, even if the writer doesn’t have a clue I read them, and wanted to share.

Work sucks. Pure. Simple. I don’t work much but it seems like every time I turn around, there I am! Given the fact that I tolerate most of the folks I work with, the select few I truly like make my job worthwhile, though I barely work with those I prefer. Laura and I have been on opposite days. I feel like we aren’t on the same page anymore and I’m pretty sure it’s mostly my fault. I’ve been so cranky and moody as of late. I apologized to her but we’ve not seen each other much nor have our girls hung out at all. I’m very good at not having female friends, I wonder if I’ve done it again?

Lauren leaves soon for her dads. Oh rejoice and heavens will open! She is driving me NUTS. The whole teenager in transition thing is killing me. She is 11, going on about 15. She wants to dye her hair, paint her nails, change purses every 2 days (thats entirely my fault) and oh lord if her hair isn’t done when she leaves the house … See what I’m dealing with here?? And her father, the supposed expert on shit, thinks he can handle her.

We got into a nasty bit of a tiff on the phone. I told him flat out, dealing with a blossoming teenage girl is not a clinical thing. (He is very non emotional and shows no affection hardly). He assured me he could keep her in her check and would expect her to handle herself appropriately. Hello, dumbass. She’s 11, hormonal and tense about knowing her period could start at ANY moment. He will likely not care and treat her coldly as he does Caleb (more on this when I can compose myself) and be glad to be rid of her. I just need the break.

I miss when he was local and could take her regularly but that doesn’t happen much anymore and it makes me tense and angrier then normal. She and I are arguing and fighting more and she’s got this nasty habit of rolling her eyes (wonder where she got that from) and I just want to smack her head so they POP out sometimes. Grrrrrr! She is SUCH a pita (again wonder where she gets THAT from) and yet I just have to sit back and let her sort herself out and learn on her own, with some guidance of course.

God help us when she gets her period. Anyone got a good chastity belt? She already has 2 boys that just “totally think Lauren is sooo cool”. Somehow that makes me more edgy.

I have errands to run today and Logan has a playdate to hit the lake with his buddy Eric. He and his buddy and his mom are going out for a picnic lunch on the boat and swimming. Logan was invited to tag along and hang out. I was glad to say yes and let him go do his own thing. With Lauren leaving and as much as she’s had friends, softball and the like going on all summer, it’s about time Logan had some guy time and was able to hang out with friends. While he is gone, we are going to run to town and run errands and get a few things done all at once.

For now I’m off. I have to get dogs fed, myself and kids fed and then try to jump start my ass into motivation. Thankfully, it’s absolutely GORGEOUS outside and the humidity is gone, or else getting out would suck ass.

This was a true first for me. Normally I prefer toys that vibrate and such but this was my first straight up dildo.

The Curve holds mixed feelings for me.

I love the silicone. The great folks at Fun Factory created this interesting toy. I love how quickly the material warmed to my body temperature. The Curve is sturdy yet very flexible. It has plenty of give to flow with my body but enough strength to remain true and tough.

One huge major bonus for me is the ergonomic design. This has a couple of points that I need to point out. Being that it is curved, hence the name, you aren’t struggling with traditional vibes/dildos to stretch your arms out and enjoy the feeling of penetration. The curved handle makes it easy to use and reach. Also with the Curve the handle cups up over the top of the clit and strokes it with each stroke inward! How ingenious is that! I’ve never seen or felt anything like this. Two jobs tackled with ease and only one toy.

Now to my reason for falling head over heels with the Curve. Normally all my cock like toys are vibrators. Being a plain dildo is a new twist for me. I had to really work hard to make this work. I usually end up with the vibrations doing most of the work but instead it was all on me to work hard to achieve maximum pleasure. I didn’t let frustration get the best of me, I worked and succeeded!

The Curve tickled my g-spot perfectly. The heads design is unique. The Curves head is flared perfectly to tickle each and every nerve ending in the vagina and pointed up just right to hit the g-spot with each stroke.

As my hips rocked, the head pressed my g-spot and the handle brushed my clit, it was a first for all over sensation. I was amazed at the versatility of the Curve. It does everything all at once.

Clean up was another hang up for me. As much as I loved the designs in the silicone of the Curve, the lines hold the fluids left over from playtime. That is a huge pet peeve of mine. But I can’t hold that against the wonderful feelings that the Curve gave me. It took a few moments to get the grooves completely clean but I had to admire the beauty I was holding.

The Curve is a delightful addition to my toybox. The unique design, the great material and the overall affect of the Curve make this toy irreplaceable to me. Though not a #1 favorite, this toy will see its fair share of regular use in my bed.

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