Through the last week or so, I’ve had to pick apart things, let go and find a better and healthier path for myself.
I cleaned out my purse. I found a few things tucked away in there that always kept me grounded to the recent past and have either tossed them out or tucked them away in a box for when I can appreciate their beauty independent from where they came from.
I cleaned out my mp3 player. There were a few songs that were preformed by someone and a few that were associated as well. Those have since been removed.
But what I learned hasn’t been removed. I am beautiful, just the way I am. I am curvy, vuluptous and sexy. My hair is amazingly rockin, my eyes can illict a deep burning desire and my voice is a velvety smoothness that can make the hardest edges soften.
It took me a long time to see what was there and appreciate the view from an outside perspective. But the ability has grown and I have found a way to make it work to my advantage.
I belong to myself, for the first time. I own me completely and take pride in it…. for the very first time. The road to getting here was bumpy and frought with some unsavory things but the past is behind me and I can set out on a new and brighter future.
I am a part of something bigger and better. I have started today on a new journey, not just emotionally but physically as well. Thanks to a special group of women (and Luna) I have all that I need in support and desire to improve myself. It’s not just the emotional me that is improving, its the physical.
Eat your <333 out.
