My life is in transition, yet again.

Once again I find myself not at the pc, working on other things, hating what is going on, not being able to fix it or do anything about it. I just have to sit back and watch, from a distance.

My weight is a mess. I’m sick, I don’t eat. I can’t keep food down. I’m thinner, but not due to trying to lose weight.

I’m always running. I’m never home (at least thats how it feels) and my lower back is knotted mess of stress and tension.

My life sucks right now. It SUCKS and I can’t do shit.

Totally off subject… Kaya did you get my email?

Luna, email me. I need a reason to keep trying with my weight. I’ve lost my focus and I need a shoulder, a kick in the ass.. something. Srsly.

Oh also, who can update wordpress? I don’t know how yet. I really don’t have the patience to learn it either.

Ok back on subject…

You know who you are. Fix this. I need this sorted out. I need some stability, I NEED this fucking fixed so I can get my god damn life back together.

F-I-X..T-H-I-S!!!!

Help me get this right, help me get right.