It seems things sort of fell apart when I wasn’t looking. I didn’t have a meltdown but just started to feel … like somehow things changed. One thing I noticed was something that should have been told to me directly instead of me finding out by looking it up online. Instead I was shocked and hurt and frankly given a really lame reason for the absence of a link I tried to view.

What the hell happened? I don’t know. I suspect things are changing again. I just haven’t a clue where they are going.