Honestly I have no idea why I’m here. I’m bored I think.

I’ve been meaning to take and then post pictures of my completed scarf (Deb forgot to remind me today!) and my now completed stitching project. Now I have to figure out what I am going to work on next. I have no fucking idea what I will be making next. I think tomorrow I will be digging around trying to find something to make.

I’ve considered getting back to doing toy reviews, then I thought about it more and killed that idea off quickly. Boring. Sex with toys is worthless. I’m not even remotely interested in anything physical anymore. That’s what happens when you don’t have good sex (or any sex) for years. You just fall into “fuck off don’t touch me” mode and forget what sex is.

Spending my days home alone is getting tedious. I haven’t done any of the things I promised myself I would start doing. I haven’t gotten back into JD, I haven’t done my cleaning rotation calendar (though I am menu planning) and I haven’t gotten myself into kind of routine for ANYTHING yet. Maybe this week I will finally get my ass motivated and get my life in order.

..but I highly doubt it :/