“An abnormal mother in a normal world”

Yeah that is in part who I am. I am a skinny minded woman in a plus size body too. Either way I am who I am.

I’m a struggling submissive trying to find my sexual boundaries while stuck in a loveless marriage that is slowly killing me.

The kids make like life a little better.

There’s my daughter Lauren who is rapidly embracing her new teenage attitude. She thinks she knows it all and tries to figure things out for herself.

Then there’s my boy Logan, who is still innocent enough to believe in the Easter Bunny, Tooth Fairy and Santa Claus. He is quickly losing his innocence but I’m clinging to it for us both.

The house is full and rarely quiet. There are 2 dogs crammed into this small house but the house is full of more then just kids and pets.

If nothing else it is full of love and laughter. Sure, my marriage maybe a sham and I can’t recall the last time we had sex or even kissed let alone tell each other that we love each other but we always smile, laugh and share good meals along with running to and from jobs, appointments and taking the kids to friends houses or off to a sporting event.

I spend my free time reading, stitching and watching movies. I wander aimlessly around my job thinking of the future, and where my life is headed.

I blog for the sake of my sanity, hence the name. I blog to not go crazy from the 1001 different thoughts I have at any given moment.

I blog, therefore…. I am.