Just a quickie.
If you look to the right, you will see a TON more links then I had yesterday. I finally went through my Google Reader and grabbed my most lusted after links and shared them here. These are blogs I can’t live without, must read the updates and share from the most. If you have others you think I’ll like based on the kind I already have listed, please share!
I srsly don’t feel like writing. It’s not that I don’t want to, but I don’t have the privacy to just SIT and write. With the kids still on summer vacay, I feel like I never have a moment to myself.
I had to sneak around to test an item I’m doing for review this week. I used both multiple times but I’ve yet to have a moments peace to sit and write, link etc so that I can do a proper review and not one that’s rushed.
I was “asked” to start doing some of the meme style posts but as you can clearly see, that’s not really happened either. I’m sure I’ll get a stern email or something regarding my blatant disregard for doing these. Of course, it’s likely that I would now get one because I’ve mentioned it. I’ll be sure to kick myself later for that blunder. Otherwise I’m sure the person “asking” would never say a word or have noticed.
I have Monday off so I’m going to attempt to get a review done and posted properly tomorrow. I think I can manage to kick the kids outside long enough to have a half hour to write and link without much disturbance.
My 20yr reunion is coming up. I refuse to pay $50 for dinner on Saturday night but I am going to the informal thing on Friday for $5, our school tour Saturday afternoon and the beach on Sunday. Screw the uptight dinner, I’d much rather be myself and have a good time in an environment I can enjoy. Plus, I can’t afford it. Plus I have to take Shawn, to at least part of it. Joy. Can I shoot myself now?
I dunno what the hell is up with me. I’m stitching and reading, vegging to movies regulary and avoiding my blog, most of the net and even yahoo messenger.
So yeah, I’ll be around or something.. at some point.. whenever.
Oh kaya I never found out if you got your books back in proper condition. I hope so.
Oh and Luna sorry about Zeus. I wish I could help somehow, but know that I’m thinking of you and stitching with lots of love.
WHY oh WHY do they have to finally make things I want when I’m completely broke?????
BASTARDS!!!
This is my birthday present to myself, LOL, if I can save up the money.
This post got me thinking.
I’ve been in that position before. Sure I never got the chance to live life that way but I still had given control to someone else at a point in my life.
Bad Bad Girl is going through that I have called “sub let down”. It sucks. It truly sucks ass. I hate it. I struggled with it and finally just .. let go.
I don’t think of myself as a sub so much anymore as a vanilla woman with submissive tendencies. How can I be a sub when I can’t submit? I have no Dom with whom I can submit. I’m just Theresa. Simple plain Theresa.
My kinks are all very BDSM oriented and desperately need fulfilling but again, how the hell will I accomplish that when I’m on my own and still trying to get out of a suffocating marriage? Once I am out, I will gradually get to munches, meet and greets and start over. But deep down, I have a set of standards. Bill and I may not have lived it face to face, but emotionally, mentally and spiritually there are some HUGE shoes to fill. Bill can’t be easily replaced by some random Dominant. It will take a special Dom to fill that hole and mend my still very broken heart.
I cried when I read her post. I have rode that emotional rollercoaster a few times with Bill and I want to do is send her tissues and a smile box like I was given. But nothing but time mends a broken heart.
Love you Bad Bad Girl, this too will pass.
I just got back from the eye docs and I’m getting new glasses. For the first time, I will have girlie frames.
These are mine, only in Fucshia. I’m never this girlie but I look forward to the change. I may actually start wearing these on a regular basis.
Nate and I have stayed in regular contact this week. It’s been nice to be involved, even if only in part, in his life. He golfs alot, is finishing summer school and we may have him out over night soon to hang out. He’s not seen the house yet, or met Mimi.
Otherwise, life is simple. I stitch, I read, I watch movies from the dvr and I work. My life is uncomplicated with the exception of Shawn. He is the only hitch in my daily life. Sure, he is rarely here but he is -here- and that is enough to inconvienence me. I’d rather enjoy the peace and quiet of my house without him around to be under foot.
The kids are outside. There’s finally a day without humidity to trap us indoors. Lauren is SICK of Caleb and looks forward to him leaving this weekend. Frankly, I agree. He’s been a pain in the ass and eating EVERYTHING in sight. He is constantly stuffing his face. He doesn’t even ask first, he just eats.
Next week brings about only 4 work days, if I recall right. That means I have time to getting the kids ready for school. Lauren’s closet has been cleaned out and organized. Now I just have to tackle Logan’s.
Matter of fact, I think I’ll start now. I really have little to no reason to sit here. More soon :)
Powered by WordPress
